Bloody Night

Yesterday night was a bloody one. I've made a 'massacre' and my wall is full of blood stains.

Mosquitoes. =.= It was all my blood actually. Zzzzz.

My room door is closed, my window is closed and my toilet door is closed. I really have no idea where they came from.

First, four of them fed on my right side of my body and landed on the wall. I woke up and slammed them hard on the wall. I continued to sleep.

Another few mosquitoes came to 'attack' me. This time, they fed on the left side of my body. I woke up again and killed them on my bed.

Later, one mosquito was buzzing at my ear and .......

The war between me and mosquitoes was a long story. I can't remember how many times I have waken up.

I also had a few nightmares yesterday night. They are all about Radio Broadcasting stuff. WTH. This reminded me about the failure on my DJ presentation. T.T

What an epic night. Now I'm sick. Great.

Failure on DJ Presentation

Farking screwed up my live DJ presentation today. Feel like choking myself. Haiz.

I thought my cue cards were going to help me during my presentation but I was totally wrong. I dropped my cue cards on the floor in the middle of the presentation and I started to get panic. I did not talk when I am supposed to talk and I accidentally press the 'pause' button, which is totally forbidden during a live DJ presentation.

I stunned for a few seconds before I replayed the track and continue my presentation. Dead Air. I'm so dead. Pffft. Why should I panic with the dropping cue cards when I already knew what I am supposed to talk? Damn it LAH.

I really can't forget myself for doing such a big and careless mistake.

Well, it's no use crying over spilled milk. It's over. What is done is done. Just take it as a lesson and always remember MORE practice make perfect.

I'm exhausted. Time to take some rest before I move on. Nights.

What a Day!

I have no idea what happened to my lappy's speaker. The sound is soft even I have turned the speaker into maximum volume.

I just got the lappy this year and it started to have a problem already. CRAP.

I shutted down my lappy and lied on my bed. I thought I could take a long, nice nap since I slept only about four hours last two nights. I find it difficult to sleep because the weather is extremely hot.

By the way, I went to Jaya One's Sushi King with my cousin to have lunch and enjoy their Sushi Bonanza promotion. All the rice-based sushi will be RM2 for each plate. I feel really satisfied after eating more than 10 plates of sushi. xD

Also, I had a photoshoot this early morning for my friend's individual assignments. I was required to portray a 'Superman'. She asked me to give her a serious expression and I ended up making constipated look. LOL

It was the first time I entered a studio and became a model. It was tiring but fun. Really had a good experience. Despite the fact that I am not photogenic, I can't wait to see the photos.

You MIGHT see a so-called Superman in Facebook soon. xD

Relay For Life 2011

I'm looking forward to Relay For Life which will be held in Bangi today at 6pm.

Relay For Life is a 16-hour over-night event, celebrating the lives of cancer survivors as well as to remember the lives of loved ones who have lost the battle. It is a high-spirited event where everyone in the community can join in the fight against cancer. It is a day filled with fun, comradeship and festivities.

It is also a time when people you know and people you don’t know team up to raise public awareness about cancer in the community. Throughout the duration of the event, individuals, survivors, teams, companies, schools will take turns to walk the track to relay the message of cancer. Non-stop. From dusk till dawn.

I'm done preparing and going out soon. Adios guys!

Absent-mindedness kills

I lost something important. I can blame no one but myself.

My absent-mindedness never seems to improve. Always forget this and that. That is why I hardly score in reading subjects like History because my memory has never been good.

I always believe in karma. Maybe it is behind all the bad lucks that I have encountered these few days.

Jeffrey, please stop it. I said blame no one, and nothing.

I'd better continue to work on my assignments. Next few weeks are going to be gruelling for me.

Bye.

Bersih

There will be an exceptionally huge turnout today.

Many Malaysians are looking forward to Bersih 2.0 Rally, organised by Coalition for Clean and Fair Elections. It is supported by Pakatan Rakyat, the coalition of the three largest opposition parties in Malaysia but has been deemed illegal by the government.

Bar Council Ambiga Sreenevasan demanded that the Election Commission of Malaysia (EC) to clean up the electoral roll, reform postal voting, use indelible ink, introduce a minimum 21-day campaign period, allow all parties free access to the media, strengthen public institutions, stop corruption and dirty policies.

The government is surely getting paranoid. Or rather fearful? The Walk for Democracy simply call for free and fair elections, that's all. If the government is doing all it could to stop this rally, (like shutting down the roads?) it only shows that they do not care for the rights of the citizens.

Wanna call Malaysia a democratic country? Totally nonsense!

Some people think the rally is troublesome and ruined their weekends. Think again! If Bersih ruined your weekends, let's see how you weekends would be with the wrong government. Malaysians, it's time to wake up. Stop being ignorant. Know what is happening around the country and start being a responsible citizen.

Know your Right! Fight for Justice!

'People should not be afraid of their governments, the governments should be afraid of their people.' - V for Vendetta

Distrust

I am sorry for I have done today, but I seriously did not lie.

I am not that kind of person that will fake or use 'cheap' ways to get something done quickly.

The words are grating on my ears, really. Instead of fighting back, I keep quiet. There is no point arguing and making you to trust me when you have presumed that I am faking.

If you guys are making jokes, I will take it. If it is not, then I am disappointed that you guys do not believe in me after being close friends for quite some time.

By the way, I don't roar does not mean I don't know how to.

Appreciative and Understanding

I had an insomnia yesterday night.

Hurtful words keep running in my mind.

I used to listening calm music to keep my negative moods away. It works for me all the time.

But this time it doesn't.

Despite being too emotional lately, I feel much better now. Thanks to a friend who posted this on his Facebook status:

"Father always have good intentions on their children no matter how bad it looks from the surface, all we need to do is just sit down and look, look very precisely. Do not be blinded by anger and temper. In the end u will regret when u miss the chance to be appreciative, be understanding."

Of course, the highlighted statements doesn't only apply to your fathers, but to everyone around you - loved ones.

President's list is my aim for this trimester, NOTHING is going to affect me. I will be strong. God bless me.

Take care everyone.

Neck Sprain

Accidentally sprained the left side of my neck during the sleep last night.

The pain on my neck is killing me. I'm moving like a robot today.

Nevertheless, today is still a good day for me.

Despite the extreme pain on my neck, I laugh really hard and loud for all the funny things that happened today, especially during the recording session in the radio broadcast laboratory.

Our suspense drama has suddenly turned into a comedy! Thanks to all the talented and humorous voice actors/actresses in my group. Haha.

You all make my day when I'm suppose to have a bad one. Really appreciate it.

Good night. =)

A New Month

'Huh, today is the 1st day of July already?'

I monologued as I looked at the calendar.

Made an introspection for myself. I realised I wasted a lot of time on entertainment in the last month. Low-quality and unproductive work is produced for all the assignments.

I'm gonna make a plan for July and make sure I will achieve what I have planned. Let us walk the talk.

Determination. That is the key.

'He who fails to plan, plans to fail.'